I've been such an emo kid lately, so I'd like to ramble about how.. my life has been going.

So what's happened to me twice since school has started..
-A guy has said he likes me.
-I like that guy back.
-I then suffer for atleast one week.
-He then tells me that he doesn't like me anymore.

Twice! In these two months.
I'm just really hoping it won't happen a third time in the next week. :[

-suffersuffer-

D: I should really just catch up on all of the stuff I'vemissed..
-JE
-Dramas
-Anime!
-Musicccc.

Yeah. I've had too much of a social life, haha. DDD8

It's been a while since I posted in my LJ, once again! xD;

I haven't actually been posting in any of my blogs, really. I've been really busy with high school, and not to mention the shortage of time for JE.. :(

I haven't watched cartoon KAT-TUN in like 2-3 months..>.<!!! I really should catch up with that sometime. I also haven't watched my beloved D.Grayman..;o;!!!

Talk about my geeky habits being hindered by homework. Geez, high school is a real pain in the butt. O:

I think there's a senior who supposedly likes me. But he likes another girl too. Haha, I really am confuseed. My pokemon like.. dropped me, so I'll probably just let him go. It's my freshman year afterall.

There is this senior who is really cute and nice seeming, I wish I could get to know him more. He's half japanese and half korean, which is like a really awesome combinations of ethnicities. >.< !!! He's pretty cute too. :)

Alrighty, back to that RRJ...

Yesterday I went with a bunch of my freshman friends to this place near my high school called Java, it looked like a cafe-ish type of place. The atmosphere is really nice there. Ahaha, we followed some seniors btww. xD They're nice seniorss. 0: One of them is the vice president of the asian club~~ :] The cafe place was korean, btw. They had some korean music playing. xDD !!!

I bought.. strawberry bubble tea! I should have brought my camera along so I could postsome pictures as well, but I didn't. u_u; I wouldn't know who reads my journal anyway. xD;

Anyhow... high school! is fun, and gives me a social life. I'm so behind in my anime, JE and drama obsessions. ;w; I've only watched the first episode of papa to musume and proposal daisakusen! That's jsut, gaah. Dx I haven't watched cartoon kat-tun for like 2 months. =w=!!! I really should dedicate a day to catching up on all of that. u_u; -really misses watching it all-

Although, having a social life is good too. :D

♥!

School has been exhaustiing. Today was my first day of colloquim, this class we take which is different from our different classes - examples: quilting [what I'm in..], global initiative, asian calligraphy [what i wanted to get into. Dx; ], and yeah. It was pretty fun. xD;

I watched the boys' varsity play.. and then about half? of the JV game. AHAHA.

Inside joke: Superman run. xDD.

Well, I've got homework. ♥♥♥

Yess, today was the first day of high school for me :>

It was okay, but my pokemon [ kinda boyfriend ] didn't really talk to me today. He is such a busy bee. -____-"

First period was..art cubed! A special art class offered to freshman at my school. ♥♥♥ We played a special kind of pictionary, and it was veeeery fun! ♥ I laughed a lot. >w<

My second period was chinese mandarin. D: Fu laoshi is.. kinda strange, but you can tell how well she teaches by hearing the students in the class. It was very strange. u_u; Mandarin's my language but I took the class so I could learn it more completely, and it turns out there is another person like me! It's a guy named like..Fermi. xD;

3a [I have a block schedule..] was lunch, which was okay. I sat with my friend Nancy. :) She is so cute, and her legs are nice. She does cross country. I was also with Linh! XD Another Linh, Linh! ♥ She's also very cuute. :) I find it somewhat scary that there are so many cute asian girls around me. ;w; I feel so ugly compared to them since I am not as tiny, nor do I feel as cute..

After lunch, I had PE for a half period [50 minutes], which was justmostly listening to the PE teacher talk about rules and such. I brought PE clothes even though we didn't use them today..=w=;

My last period class was..dun dun dun, Survey lit! 0: I found that I knew a couple girls in that class, which is awesome. :) But then, then MY POKEMOOOOOOON walked into the room like last minute. O_O I didn't know I had a class with him; I had thought I had nothing with him..Guh.

:D ~

But then after last period, my pokemon had soccer practice so I couldn't talk to him. ;w; Also, I said hi to him twice that day. 'hey brandon~~" 'hey.' GUH LAME RESPONSE WITH NO SMILE. >:[

I got really, REALLY weirded out after I left the school building. I felt like expressionless and tired somehow. I got over it after eating dinner and taking a nap though. owo;

Time finish up some other work and sleep. ♥

School, that is. D:

I start high school tomorrow, and I have to wake up at like 5:45 AM. Yess, that's so freaking early. D:

I dread the start, yet I feel excited as well. It's a horrible mix in a way, however.. I get to see my pokemoooon! ♥♥

I have to force myself to type up a huge LJ entry tomorrow after I get home from school.

And I know that I will get a nice chunk of homework.

I look forward to that. Truely. D:

♥;; :) Hopefully it won't turn out to be bad at all.

Hello my few LJ friends ~~ ;w;

I haven't updated my LJ in a while, however.. I'm going to make an effort to. x3;

My highschool life will be starting, so I will put.. a lot of personal thoughts here. xD!

I'll probably friends lock it in a while, since I'll be paranoid that my school friends will see all of my thoughts. x3;

Currently, it's..
A guy who I like!
Who likes me back. :)

He'll be my first boyfriend if he ever asks me out. xD

But there are a lot of confusing things happening. :S

-> He said he'd like my friend and go out with her on the same day that we held hands and had a long hug. But then he took it back and said sorry later that night. How..confusing.
-> It's only been 9 days since I met him.
-> I start school on the 4th of Sept.
-> My life feels complicated, but it's really not that complicated.

Yup.
xD I hope all of my LJ friends haven't given up on mee!

And BTW, if anyone does want Dance Koishen, you'll have to wait until I get my other computer fixed. >_> I kinda messed up my computer.

x3 And hunt out another layout, or make my own. [which would belike impossible]

Until my next update..byebyee~ o3oV.<3;

I'm leaving for Taiwan tomorrow at 9 AM central time.

:) This will be my journal for my trip in Taiwan.

30 days.

Let's go. <3

Yeah, really.

It's been a while since I've updated my journal, huh? @_@!

Even though I doubt anyone really reads my journal, I should update it regularly still. ^___^; One of my friends had a requirement of regularly updating their journal when you friended them..@3@;

Kya! I love KAT-TUN's new single~ Yorokobi no Uta = <3 Your Side = <3!!!! >ww

Jinnnnn is BACKKKKKKKKKKK!
=D
=D
=D

PShh.

I said I'd type about KAT-TUN's new album and cartoon KAT-TUN today, but I kinda lazied off. xD;

I'm going to go read nao~ <3

Edit:

I love how all of these news articles and reports talk about Jin's clothing. xDD

His shirt has like a naked woman on it. D: Oh well. I'll never understand men sometimes. xD; [ it's not like I'd want to wear a shirt with a half naked guy on it.... ]

Yay white sneakers!

Yup, as the title says.. xD !

:3 I really haven't committed to updating my LJ, soo.. this is a step towards that! XD

Since fangirling can freak myself out sometimes, I can't really do it that outwardly. However, in my LJ, where basically I fangirl ANYWAY, I will let myself go I guess. xD;

( My comments on this week's SC: [ thanks kichi! <333333 ] )

Haii all~ :3

Mai here<3;.

So in my last entry, I typed about how I got into the high school I wanted to go to. <33; Mm. I'm still very happy about that.
( Science fair + RABU?! )
I also entered that contest a while ago, I forgot who was hosting it. I don't even know who won it. I am still kinda hoping I won something though. .. xDD. I should really snoop around to see who won and all. :3 [ if that's even been announced. xD; ]


( Chibi KAT-TUN?! :O! )
Maybe some of my friends remember my entry about a guy who goes to my school who looks like Ryo-chan~
( Ryo-chan?! O_O )
Kyaaaa! I love this week's cartoon KAT-TUN. Ai-chan was adorable, and I love Kame and Ai's imitation of the frog from spirited away. <333; It was kinda funny that they did that because just the night before, I had rewatched spirited away.

I also love Kame's new solo, "Someday for Somebody". It was on repeat for a couple hours when I first downloaded it. <33; Movin' On also sounds really good too! :D

Mmmm. I'm glad that I'm getting more into KAT-TUN. Ever since Jin went on hiatus, they've been kinda out, even though they released a single and all. @_@

Well, that's all for nao. <3; I'll be around and stuff . :B Maybe I should get LJ's messenger thing.. <3;

Erghh, hellos everyonee on my friendslist.♥♥

Right now it's 1am in Chicago. xox;; Kinda late; I've stayed up later. Right now I'm working on my history fair paper, and I am hand writing it on paper.. I'm on my 9th page now [ college rule paper lahs~ ♥ ].. I bet I am going to have like 10-11 by the time I am done.

:) I am so happy ~ I got accepted to the high school I wanted to go to! ^o^ !! <33333 And the school absolutely rocks. o3o It isn't old, it's about 8-9 years old. I don't mind though, because it has very many useful resources..xD.. Well, high school means I am going to split up from my elementary friends, but I think I'm okay with that. D:

>w> Hee, how are you all doing anyway? ♥♥ ^o^ Especially Linh!! Last time I talked to you, you had a nasty fever. ;o; I hope you got better fastt. ♥♥ Don't be shy to commentt. >_< I love talking to others, it's just that I am very busy with homework.. so I can't comment back immediately. :(

On another hand, there is this guy who looks like RYO at my school! XDD He is a year younger and hispanic. Did you know that I though Ryo-chan was hispanic when I first saw him. -.- I am kinda.. strange? Like when he spoke japanese, I was so surprised!! XD Well, I'll update my journal again sometime soon. I have pictures of him.. [ hehe, my friend was this guy's girlfriend last year, so she had pictures of him. >usoso</b> need to get to know you all more!

OyaSumii! ♥♥♥ ^o^

Hee, my friendslist must think I'm really weird for not updating regularly. >w>;;; But I'll try harder to update more regularly from now on!.. [I update my myspace and xanga regularly..Dx;; ]

So yesterday I went to the city regional fair in Chicago [ I live in chicago. XD ]. >w> And I.. I, was one of the winners and I'm going to the city wide fair!! >w< Really exciting~

>w> But but but!! THERE WAS A GUY WHO LOOKED LIKE MASSU! Just with shorter hair. Omggg, he was so cute. >w>; And also I went to McDonalds after the fair cause we [ me and my friends ] were hungry and we wanted lunch, and that guy who looked like Massu and his schoolmates also went to the same McDonalds!! Hahha, I heard him talking / eating.. reminded me a LOT of Massu.. x]

Oh, and I wanted to update my journal about this sometime earlier but a while ago, I was riding the bus home and I saw this guy who looked like Teppei [from WaT] except with a softer [I guess you could say girlier? XD;] face. Kyaaa, I stole like 427537 glances at him. >w>;

Oh and FRIENDSLIST~ <3333333 And whoever wants to. :)

1. Can you cook?
2. What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator?
3. What talent do you wish you had?
4. Favorite place?
5. Favorite vegetable?
6. What was the last book you read?
7. Are you Dirty or Clean?
8. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings?
9. Worst Habit?

HERE COMES THE FUN ...
1. How did we meet?
2. What's your philosophy on life?
3. Negative or Optimistic?
4. What was your dream growing up?
5. Worst thing to ever happen to you?
6. What was your first impression of me?
7. Tell me one weird fact about you:
8. Whats your favorite memory of us?
10. Have you ever kept anything from me?
11. What do you think of me as a Person?
12. Do you think I'm sane or insane?
13. Would you cry for me if I died?
14. Would you be my crime partner or my conscience?
15. If you could change anything about me, would you?
16. How do you fall asleep?
17. Ever gotten angry with me?
18. Would you go on a blind date if I set you up?
19. If you had one day to live, what would you do?
20. A million bucks.. what would you do with it?
21. What is your worst fear?
22. Favorite thing to do in your spare time?
23. Can you sing or dance?
24. In one word, how would you describe me? Be honest....
25. Will you repost this so I can fill it out ?

;D If you have time~

Stolen from kichi >w> <3333

=owo= I've been drawing lately.. ^_____^ And my drawings have turned out really well! .. One was a bunny boy, and the other was a girl.. o_o ;;

I hope I don't go bald from stress. D: Things due/happening in the next 2 weeks:
- A project
- A 6 page paper
- Rough draft of a paper
- .. applications
- AN EXAM ;o;
- ... Shokura. owo ♥

^____^ Onto the downloads for UTAWARA:

Part 1

Koki as supporter




Ohohoho. XD The father this time works as.. a type of.. massager??! XD;; Or extreme massaging.. o_o The kid is so cute XDD And then Koki proves his 'kakkoi'-ness.. 8D

Links:
[Sorry, I only had time to upload on YSI. Tomorrow I can do reuploads if anyone needs ^___^.]
Part .001
http://download.yousendit.com/7070C25B66308EDB
Part .002
http://download.yousendit.com/9DBF308A1EE49DAE

Nakamaru as Supporter




TIM were Maru's partners as supporters~ And the girl, she's SOOOOOO cute. >w< oxo This perf. reminds me of Jin's cherry one. ^_^=

Links:
Part .001
http://download.yousendit.com/4A62DD960DC20177
Part .002
http://download.yousendit.com/EBB6F2B572C7483C

Uploaded The results! ..Although, I don't.. know how to cut videos. XDD; Only the first like 2-3 minutes are results of the show. oxo ! Sorry.. ^____^; I should learn how to cut videos sometime...

http://www.megaupload.com/?d=TEOUAPEZ
[If anyone needs an upload on a different server just ask! ^____^]

=D Enjoy! And if anyone needs and upload on a different site, just ask! ^__^

[Err, I'm sorry I didn't download the results. o_o Hopefully someone will upload them..XD;;;]

>w< Updating all of my journals has been hard lately, but I've finally gotten to my LJ. :)

There was a time where I typed about my visit to the brookefield zoo [here in chicago], and that I bought a big that resembles the ones in Nobuta.. XD I finally got to uploading those pictures~


A few days ago there was a zoom-in about KAT-TUN and 24Terebi...

She tagged everyone who hadn't done it so..

～ Think of 15 short bits of interesting stuff about yourself. And they've gotta be true.
～ Come up with 5 false statements regarding yourself, but for fun's sake keep them in the threshold of believability.
～ Jumble them all up together and list them in any order.
～ Post them on LJ and let people guess which the five false ones are!
～ Get 5 others to do the same.

...Just because I feel triumph to actually get the header of my layout to work. 8D

I am making a post about it~

XD; I really need to learn some CCS or somewhat.. :( My header isn't even centered within the layout.. and that kinda pisses me off..

Well, I'll deal with that tomorrow. :D I'm happy I Got the header to work. [what I was missing was..'px'...]..

x_x, Time for me to sleep~<3

... XD I do things I usually don't get to~

I'm currently trying to get the header in my journal to work. ;___;!!! For some odd odd ODD reason, it's not working!! It had worked before, but now.. ;_;;;;;; It's not!! Can anyone help me? :[

8D

Well, I didn't just post this to blabber on how I can't figure something out...

I uploaded a clip of a news report; on a commercial featuring JUST Junno, as well as KAT-TUN's new single~ [Kyaaa, can't wait until it is released~~~ <33333]

MU;
http://www.megaupload.com/?d=GD0C36V1
SS;
http://www.sendspace.com/file/owon2z

[If anyone wants an upload on a diff site, feel free to ask~]

Credits to windjp.net~ <3

-"-;; I am sorry that I cannot use LJ that well.. xD;;; I'd make those links clickable, but.. I don't know how to! XD;;;;;;;;;;

:) Sleepy time for me. ~ <3

Taken from hk_mizuki



XDDDDDDD Omoshiroi!!!!!

:P Yamapi kissing an uchiwa with his own face?? XDDD LOL. Funny!! Ohohoho, and Jinjin is the class rep. oxo;! XD Arashi guy, ohno? irsh looking at him.. >;3

;O; Then Pi irsh thinking I'm sleeping in class! [I would never do that.....] Tackey is jealous?? XDDDD!!!

Ah. Falling into love's arms ~ Uebooooo~~~~~ <3333